how tf do other artists manage to make art while having depression??? Shit’s aint giving me any ideas other than procrastinating the idea of a void. “suffer for the arts” my ass. i want a refund.
Legit feels like any “viral” contouring “hack” works because once you blend all that shit together its pretty much too subtle to even make any difference in the first place
Mental health ramblings
Anonymous:
I'm glad you managed to override your anxiety! Tomorrow I have a thing planned (joining a hobby group to stop being a shut-in) that my anxiety is screaming at me to not do, so if you can do it, so can I. 🖖
Good luck!! Joining a hobby group sounds like fun!
Im so happy i decided to not listen to the anxiety and tag along my coworkers to eat hotpot together. I was so close to just bail at the last second and spend my evening curled up in bed crying. Im so glad i didnt. I feel like i recovered 50+ mental health points from this.
Achievement Unlocked: Started going to therapy!
Rly hoping the psychologist im seeing next week is a good one for me because i have just so much baggage i need to get out of my head and its stuff i dont want to burden my friends with.
I hope i get to lay down in those reclining chairs and look up to the ceiling w my hands clasped together. It better look like smth from The Far Side.
The suika game on switch is like the perfect bedtime game. It puts me to sleep so quickly.
Caved in and watched the digital circus pilot after seeing that disgusting pair of teeth ring master everywhere r. And i gotta say that toby fox really just has the power to influence new ips just like that
If you like stuff such as spamton copycats, meta gamer humor with clipping and glitches, “so that just happened”, “lol so random 2023”, zero pacing, mascot horror, in-your-face late 90’s pc game graphics etc then youre gonna like digital circus.
Its not for me. It is just leaning TOO much into the y2k nostalgia but its also mentioning “a headset” which is like a mid 2010’s thing.
Caved in and watched the digital circus pilot after seeing that disgusting pair of teeth ring master everywhere r. And i gotta say that toby fox really just has the power to influence new ips just like that
clip studio crashed on me so i just lost 3-4 hours of process. Thankfully it was just a rendering practice but it was going really well and im not used to have clip crash on me so ive lost the habit of saving more often. So yeah maybe i should just. go to bed.
Actually. Im gonna try to redo the painting. There was a couple of things i got stuck on/didnt know how i wanted it, and having to do the rendering from scratch a second time has now given me some insight on what i can adjust early on. I feel weirdly confident.
Im gonna tey a new mcdonalds burger thing. It has cwispy chikn and jalapenos so it better ve goid
It was not cwispy but it was rly cwonchy!
Just enough jalapenos to have some spice but kinda mild enough for most to enjoy.
Im gonna tey a new mcdonalds burger thing. It has cwispy chikn and jalapenos so it better ve goid
Im a lil tipsy!! Ama!!
clip studio crashed on me so i just lost 3-4 hours of process. Thankfully it was just a rendering practice but it was going really well and im not used to have clip crash on me so ive lost the habit of saving more often. So yeah maybe i should just. go to bed.